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Poetry Creatrix - Issue 6 September 2009

Selector/Editor: Peter Jeffery

Poets in this issue:


Sally Clarke
Liana Joy Christensen
Josephine Clarke
Jenny de Garis
Annamaria Weldon
Rose Van Son
Ron Okely
Derek Fenton
Jonothon Watts
Gary Colombo De Piazzi
John Ryan
Anne Dyson
Martin DeSouza-Meally
Maureen Sexton
Janet Jackson
Paul Harrison
Meryl Manoy
Geoff Stevens
Natasha L Adams
John McMullan
Cyril Goodwin-Robinson







falling

 

you should write about a broken arm,

your quick step, his side step, deadly dance,

bodies tangled on the kitchen floor.

 

you could write about ether’s sweetness

given to round out pain, breathed in/out,

going under, understanding the seduction.

 

you might write philosophically about accident,

goblins, gremlins, gnomes, ‘things sent to try’;

‘learning from mistakes’; ‘could have been worse’;

 

your rushed tripping always inclined to slip,

childhood’s ever-grazed knees, twisted ankles

stranding you in empty hayfields.

 

such vagaries, experience, vulnerability,

give rise to imagination, poems

glueing together our broken bones.

 

Sally Clarke

 

 

driving south

 

first rain
after summer dry
pigeon shakes feathers

 

close isobars, strong cold front,

last night’s weather forecast fulfilled,

we drive into a bleak landscape.

 

blue-green gums reach for grey sky,

outlines reflected in cloud shapes,

black on the road, a discarded tyre tread.

 

in drought-denuded fields, square-rumped cows

wait for feed, congregate around farm gates,

huddle near homesteads.

 

at petrol stations, overweight customers

fill four-wheel drives, gorge on comfort snacks,

the ice machine a warm day anachronism.

 

cars speed towards us, headlights on, 

windscreen-wipers struggling against sudden squalls,

a passing log truck’s oily thrown spume.

 

opposite the church with a red steeple,

a country bakery, warmth, friendly faces,

hot tea, a sweet apple slice to cheer us on.

 

beneath suddenly-clearing skies,

a new-born calf, splayed legs uncertain,

flicks ears in unfamiliar space.

 

first green already flushing paddocks,

party balloons tied to a verandah

pluck colours from the faint rainbow.

 

Sally Clarke

 

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Music of the Spheres*

 

 

this god of small things

 

is a landscape gardener

 

of the miniature

 

spare, particular, precise

 

the palette mutely invites

 

 

take the time to look twice

 

take the time to hear

 

the music of the spheres

 

ringing truly in the night

 

 

no commandments say

 

you must choose

 

to revere such exactitude

 

yet if you do, you may

 

glimpse this god of small things

 

smile quietly in the day

 

*Poem exhibited and read in “Creative Connections” project August 2009

 

Liana Joy Christensen

 

 

Miracles, All

 

Four score years and more

outdoors under the

dreaming southern skies

by firelight

with the one I love

 

In bed with the same

cat curled, book complete

asleep

 

Dancing

 

Alone, beyond the pale

 

In pain if I must,

but on my own ground

 

still

 

This is my living will

 

Liana Joy Christensen

 

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water

 

in the dry autumn

water, like silver,

sits in walls of shale and clay

hoarded in

studding the fields like medals

 

in mid-winter July

water, like silver,

hangs from every leaf and blade of grass

flashing praise

back at the reticent sun

 

Josephine Clarke

 

 

Over our heads, courtyard, Fremantle Arts Centre

 

Over our heads, hovering flies hum the air 

we are trying to sing,  catching the sun,   

reflecting it to us in hung apostrophes.    

Plane trees sift light into fractured shards. 

Sun creeps, bleaches our page, casts sharp shadow.  

We are in, over our heads, not waving,   

grasping at dust motes from leaves of old books  

counting rhythms, pasting rhymes, scanning Roget   

and sometimes,

                     the tune

                               drifts down and settles between the lines.  

 

Josephine Clarke

 

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Pilgrims at Tidbinbilla

 

there are icings on the high rocks

the wind comes to us over them

ducks in the sanctuary dam huddle

the wind turns back their feathers

 

we hunch in the hide meant for birdwatch

cower back from the wind-letting window

eat cold sandwiches    sleet knifes in

the wind turns back our feathers

 

we emerge to white light

shining from the high rocks

undersides of leaves glimmer

the wind turns back their feathers

 

follow the winter path of the geese

climb to the edge of Black Flat Dam

wind     turns back the rippling flow

turns back paperbark feathers

 

something comes from below

breaks darker than the wind   

more intricate     bill of a not-duck    

eye of a not-bird      lift

 

Jenny de Garis

 

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Dolmens

 

It is bright

beyond the pale

 

the past

looks different

from here

 

rocky layers

reduced

to archaeology.

 

You for instance

with your old

certainties

 

remote

as an island

 

where dolmens

grow

instead of trees

 

standing stones

framing

cold air.

 

Topple fear

and new landscapes appear.

 

Annamaria Weldon

 

 

Visiting the War Memorial

 

In wordless conversation

across gradients and ages

the bruised horizon

looks West to Mount Eliza.

 

Above steep streets

above bright city walls

grieving avenues of lemon-scented trees

stand to attention.

 

Old roots rest in dry earth,

leaf-shadows polish plaques

bronze, dust and late afternoon

light repeat sepia endings.

 

All memorials are haunted country.

In Autumn’s park, cicadas go silent

as flawless sky tips over, emptied.

 

Empty and more empty, like the rooms

where you are not, no teaspoon chinks

and newspapers lie folded.

 

Out here, fingertips that ache for contact

trace place-names in cool marble. My lips

mouth spaces between syllables, taste ash.

 

Grief is the gap

where worlds don’t match.

Time is a stone-cutter, quarrying rocks.

 

Monuments are what we build

to limn the invisible, mark

thresholds we can’t cross.

 

This one scaffolds an idea.

that has no form except

the life you gave it

standing by the others

lying down with them.

 

On days of remembrance

outlines of your absence

frame light-flooded windows.

 

Annamaria Weldon

 

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Arrival: Warsaw 

 

When I arrived, she said, I could see myself

in every store window

in the hollow neck or back

of every passer-by

in the turn of face  of those

peering out from trains

 

When I arrived

my hair was not so yellow

my skin not so pale

my eyes neither blurred nor dim

my ears could only hear

music of return

country of my mother

eyes that cannot see

 

Suddenly

everyone who touched an arm

or wore a smile

looked

like

Me

 

Rose van Son

 

 

Sound of Leaving

 

where dog breaks silence

children’s feet grind cobblestones

 

castle-edged walls draw moss

lines like hedges

 

an iron bar lifts

centuries of gate-ivy

 

hides path

tunnels shoulders

 

climbs steps to sunlit peaks

where cat follows trail

 

hardly used for near century

silence of your leaving

 

gates footsteps

mountain water tranquil

 

as spirit  crosses bridge

lingers spray

 

turns rapids into river stones

cleanses movement

 

your breath sharp as air

warms village

 

cloaks grotto

enshrines wheat

 

bundles for Caravaggio

 

Rose van Son

 

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The Turtles on Munda Beach

 

It’s eerie out here at night in November

            at Munda beach

The full moon lights a highway across the reef

A huge head emerges with a body to match

            silhouetted on the skyline

 

She’s come more than a hundred miles

            to this place each year

Effortlessly this graceful giant glides down the moonbeam

over the reef to the beach

When the ocean no longer bears her massive weight

            she begins her yearly marathon

 

Slowly now -  tedious ungainly steps

            Flip –flop heave 

                        Flip-flop heave

                                    Flip-flop heave

Nothing will stay her from her self appointed task.

 

High and dry on the beach safe from the tide

            she rests from her labour

           Are these tears streaming down her aged face

With her back flipper she scoops a hole big enough

            to hold a small child

Settling she lays her clutch of shell- less eggs

            Plop   plop   plop    plop    plop    plop

Her massive flipper pushes back the sand

            Then cleverly camouflages the spot.

 

She starts her long slow labouring return to the sea

Embraced at last by the welcoming arms of the ocean

she disappears up the moon beam as silently as she came

to places far away from Mundabullangana Station

 

Comes the wet the hatchlings will

            hurry scurry helter skelter to the sea

Only a few will escape the predatory sea gulls

But those who do will return one day to this place

            as strong as the mother who gave them life

                       

                        C’EST  LA  VIE !!

                         SUCH IS LIFE  !!

                                   

Ron Okely

 

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AIR-BRUSHING

 

Like an archaeologist gently brushing

a precious artefact

she caresses an old photograph

from a crumbling envelope

and the face she has struggled to recall

snaps into clear focus.

 

She has settled for second best

knowing that this, her first love,

is out of reach.

 

It is not a matter of attractiveness

or suitability, for he has passed

on both counts.

She has been passably happy

and experienced more love

than most.

 

She puts on her reading glasses

and in the background

notices for the first time

the balancing rocks

of her homeland.

 

Her childhood reaches out

and wipes a tear from her cheek.

She looks out of her window

at her second home, smiles,

and accepts where she is.

 

Published in Quadrant.

 

Derek Fenton

 

 

RHODESIAN RECRIMINATIONS

A Sestina

 

She left when she was only five

too young to be responsible,

too young to feel any guilt.

The smell of a wooden cooking fire

and the black woman who brought

her up carrying her on her back

 

lingering, and taking her back

to Zimbabwe before she was five.

It was her white parents who brought

her here, being responsible

for the ethical traits which fire

her feelings of shame and guilt.

 

Her sensitivity to guilt,

inability to look back

without a conscience on fire

to times when she was only five

To when she felt responsible

for all the injustices brought

 

to her beautiful homeland, brought

before she could know the guilt,

before she felt responsible.

Now she wants to take it all back

to way ,way before she was five

to stamp out the raging fire:

 

way, way before the guns would fire

and young men in coffins be brought

home , after nineteen sixty five.

Before duty had turned to guilt

way, way before the looking back

knowing who was responsible….

 

knowing who was responsible

for starting the raging fire.

If only she could take it back

and her birthplace be brought

to a sanity without guilt;

without Mugabe’s gang of five!

 

Put out the fire, be rid of the guilt,

be responsible for good times brought

back, to way before she was five.

 

Derek Fenton

 

 

PERTH POETRY CLUB

 

They transport me to other places

these poems I hear on Saturdays:

they show me other faces .

they transport me to other places.

I wish I could remove the traces

of all my original ways

as they transport me to other places;

these poems I hear on Saturdays

 

Derek Fenton


 

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This is not

the total opposite

of what you want-

world running on Paris time

where objects are empty

until you touch them-

I can say: they look like this

and that: you shouldn’t have to finish this

while asking what a prefix is

somewhere between the fifth and sixth

glass of purple

impression

Bob Dylan, Bob Dylan, Bob Dylan

quoted over chicken-

disassociated, in table light

tear apart an artist then;

against all I can defy

in my friend;

in the end:

It’s been a pleasant build-up…

 

Jonothon Watts


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Fused

 

Heart flows free

tranquillity soaked,

gaze glides to her

brown eyes

smiling.

 

Captured, enslaved

no escape,

shackled to her

explorative look.

Whirlpool of

innocence

of strength

born of youth

softens my heart.

Escape futile,

why would I

flee?

 

A shift

a blink

and a cloud

waves past.

The mask

vanishes,

a sadness

from her

soul

pours

in rivers

gossamer.

 

Pain

lies

flippant loves

float on

waves of

ache.

 

Age

no longer

a barrier. In

that moment

connected.

 

Gary Colombo De Piazzi

 

 

Long Standing

Water wheel sits idle

sunning

in the  midday sun,

dreaming

of days long gone.

 

Days of haste and

turmoil,

of work and

tedium.

But always a

sense of

achievement

of worthiness

at each days’ end.

 

Now the pond rests,

memories reflect

in waters calm.

The old fence

stands, its rails

askew, not quite

right.

Trees crowd over,

offer friendly

comfort.

 

There is a silence

a stillness

in the air.

 

People hurry by

rarely noticing

the old mill

or

the old man

glancing forlornly

as he shuffles past.

 

Gary Colombo De Piazzi

 

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The Western Australian Herbarium

 

ambulating between the high-stacked

shelves of pressed botanic specimens

here it is! the entirety of the plant world

at last condensed into tightly filed two-d

schemata.

 

here, the drool of Gardner’s jealous

lordship, Drummond’s imprecise fingers

producing sloppy dispatches, Molloy’s love

letters to Mangles in England across swollen,

sullen seas.

 

out of place, like a survivor wandering

a mortuary, unaware of the etiquette,

of the dead: living things must be

microwaved to destroy microbes &

contaminants, then microscopically

 

searched for pistils, stamens, leaf margins

to approximate relationships

plants stacked between sheets of

yesterday’s news, poised for the careful

pry of elucidation

 

wattles, kangaroo paws, stylidium

sacrificial lambs here to the incessant

need for imprints, day pours through panes

and reminded of Whitman’s line from

‘When I Heard the Learn’d Astronomer’

 

I drift out into the limitless

breathable air again, particles

of light suffusing pores again

the interior angst of being alive

cleared in an open sky caesura

 

John Ryan

 

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Lapis Lazuli

 

Lapis lazuli glint beneath pearl pale lids.

Soft smile hovers on tentative grin, teaching

timorous courage.  “You can come in,

can’t catch anything”.

 

“Such a good patient" they said, "so quiet,

considerate, so easy, (too easy)

always giving”. (Giving way,

walking to the stretcher saving other limbs;

would have climbed up had the legs held)

till, rude in health, they stoop, only

to hit  (in the hauling on, wheeling off)

a stalwart tub of sad blooms,

sentinel on the ample porch.

 

Your fragile lids fly wake wide

leaving me forever

fixed in lapis lazuli.

 

Anne Dyson

 

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The Real World

 

The sky was blue

a hard blue

a hard bluemetal blue,

the wind was hard

hard as nails

as sharp as nails

like the talons of a merciless vulture

 

clawing at the corpse

before it had breathed its last

perched at the door of fledgling hood.

spreading her wings

not to fly

but to cool that searing fire

that finally brought peace to the vanquished.

 

this is the real world.

 

Martin DeSouza-Meally

 

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red

 

curving legs beneath

a red leather mini

skirt     red knee high boots

below fleshy thighs

what I can’t see

excites me as much

as what I can

 

the woman on stage

sweat down her face

singing     while steel on

steel     slide guitar squeals

 

the mood is hot

and the smell of sweat

fills the room

 

I catch her gaze and

a flash of red painted

fingernails across the

room as she gives me

a little wave     my cue

to make my move     in

this room even the

brightest red is

easy on the eye

 

Maureen Sexton

 

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Listening to Calla

 

I want to write

like this guitar

with its shimmering folds,

lime juice,

explosions of cut-off flowers...

Devil-may-care has the best songs.

 

I want lines your lips can dance to

and lines to lay you flat.

Lines to make you want,

to take you out,

to satisfy you.

 

To touch you. Just to touch you.

 

Janet Jackson

 

 

Nice

 

Dana lies on the leather sofa.

Louis sits on the woollen rug.

In their mahogany frames his painted birds

twitter above the aquarium.

In its black metal border her Rothko print

broods beside the airconditioner.

 

They put a DVD in the player and watch

on the widescreen TV

a movie about Jim Morrison.

Louis's eyes drift shut.

Jim, channelled by an actor, trance-dances onscreen.

Dana stares at Louis:

tonsure, stubble, frown-lines,

hints of age-spots.

Jim Morrison in his leather pants

shatters some American night with his trail of words.

Louis wakes up, sleeps, wakes up, sleeps, wakes up.

The credits roll in a Ray Manzarek John Densmore haze.

Louis and Dana sit for a moment.

She's in a moody Jim Morrison silence. He's

not. She thinks,

 

I'm gonna leave you.

I could say it now.

It would be so easy.

 

But it's not a good time

to rearrange the furniture.

 

They go to bed, she careful not to touch

because she doesn't want to fuck. She says

- So you're coming to my show.

- Yup.

- What would you like me to sing?

- I dunno.

- Which of my songs do you like?

- Uh... I can't think of anything particular right now...

there's nothing I don't like...

I like the ones you do with the keyboard.

- Just as well -- you hear them

every day.

- And the ones about Paris -- they're very nice.

 

- I need to sleep now.

- OK.

 

- What's your favourite band?

- I dunno.

- What's your favourite food?

- Yoghurt. That mango one.

- That's too sweet for me now. Funny how your tastes change

with time.

 

Janet Jackson

 

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for j

 

35 yrs of orgasm

self induced

shared given taken

but only yours remains

that exquisite

glossolalia

that way you had

that song reaching heaven once

a hundred times

drawn from your soul

god known

between your utter breasts & thighs

i sigh to remember your going

 

Paul Harrison

 

 

all at sea

 

the fly agaric dreams

fire up again

residuals of a towering Babel

and Marx has gone to dust

Mary still immaculate

Ishtar lost at dusk

a huge silicon tit

to nurse our every angst

and yet

that little severed head

still haunts

her disembodied fate

a question screamed

frozen

silent

all things

and even in sleep

God makes us look again

as another little child

hugs me tight and asks

daddy, are there sharks out there

and i, suddenly afraid, reply

yes, but far, far away

hoping that somehow, someday

we might all return

to you

no more words

or thoughts

or bombs

or fear,

the sharks

that little orphaned head

the golden arch

the Capitalist breast

the living dead

the little boys and girls

even me and you

no longer drowning,

or afraid

and of course

a rose is a rose

impossible to overlook

or fathom

like an infinite ocean

or that little girl's

face

planted

in the rubbled dust

forever

 

Paul Harrison

 

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DREAMING
A Villanelle

Are we living in a dream?

Some would say a nightmare.

Are things really as they seem?

 

If our imagination’s keen

the mind is wandering elsewhere –

are we living in a dream?

 

Pushing boundaries to extreme

recklessly, devil-may-care,

are things really as they seem?

 

The space within our mind is deemed

too deep to fathom – would we dare –

to find we’re living in a dream?

 

Ponder this – shine a beam

of light from who knows where.

Is this life a living dream?

Are things really as they seem?

 

Meryl Manoy


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Foiled by the Changing Pattern of your Emotions

 

You have torn up the script

that we wrote together

on love-shiny paper

but facets of it

still glisten

when I shake the telescope

of our three-sided relationship

and yet they have changed kaleidoscopically

with each shake of your head in my direction

though the images still tease me

even excite me

with the scintillating Technicolor

of their reflective suggestibility

as I pour the glue of need and necessity

into the microscope

of self-analysis

and come out sticky with tinsel memories

and all-glittery with self-delusion

 

Geoff Stevens

 

 

Guide for Female Judges

 

Led by the nose

they will come gently

keeping in step

Look to see if their teeth are good

their hair brushed

their harnesses polished

and most of all

whether their balls hang

equally

 

Assess how they'd be

at the gallop

 

Geoff Stevens

 

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Brown snake

   slithering

     across sands

       Flickers

     Shimmers

 

    Where

   are you

going

against the tide

 

      Shhhhhhhh

softly now

 

         Listen

     to the

   heart’s

     whisper

 

Natasha L Adams

 

 

Pregnancy

 

Pickled onions, olives, mandatory prunes

Stretch marks, constipation, firm body in ruins

 

Morning sickness, swelling and varicose veins

Discomfort, indigestion and fake labour pains

 

Disturbed sleep, sore feet and trips to the toilet

I won’t tell you all, I don’t want to spoil it

 

Hormones, swollen breasts and bizarre dreams

But for me, what pregnancy means

 

Is a chance for all my hopes to come true

And to realise what my parents went through

 

As a kid I said, "I’ll do better"

But now I’ll follow their advice to the letter.

 

For they did the best, that they could

And now I will too, as any parent would.

 

Natasha L Adams

 

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Frolicking giant

It glides with ease through the deep

commanding respect

Surprise harpoon unleashed

Travesty, agony, death.

 

John McMullan

 

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The Military Parade

 

I saw the soldiers marching between the buildings tall,

I sensed their air of sadness, though I didn’t know what for.

I saw the medals glistening and sparkling in the sun,

I sensed as they went marching by, their air of noble pride.

And I looked at myself,

A six year old war orphan boy,

And I asked, why?

 

I saw the banners wavr’ing as the bearers held against the wind,

I sensed their air of pure resolve not to let their comrades down.

I saw the gold and silver shimmer in the mild November sun,

I sensed their unrelenting hate of their past formidbl’e foe,

And I looked at myself,

A seven year old war orphan boy,

And I asked, why?

 

I saw the big guns being towed behind green painted trucks,

I sensed the big explosions at their projectiles journeys end.

I saw the big tanks in formation their muzzles high in the sun,

I sensed the people’s awful fear as the tracks smashed into homes,

And I looked at myself,

An eight year old war orphan boy,

And I asked, why?

 

I saw all the military bands playing the music of the marches,

I sensed the unsung bravery of the compassionate stretcher bearers.

I saw the drums and heard the trumpets heralding battle honours,

I sensed the pain of horrid wounds, the suffering and the trauma,

And I looked at myself,

A nine year old war orphan boy,

And I asked, why?

 

I saw the people on the street and in windows waving flags.

I sensed the self embarrassment, of ex-soldiers missing limbs.

I saw the colour and the glamour of the military parade,

I sensed the underlying futility and the sadness of it all,

And I looked at myself,

A ten year old war orphan boy,

And I asked, why?

 

I see the people waving flags, as I march b’tween buildings tall,

I sense their pride as they honour, their military men and women.

I see the medals on my breast, glistening in the mild mid April sun,

And I sense the people’s patriotism as we go marching by,

And I look at myself,

A sixty year old war orphan retired soldier boy,

And sadly, I need no longer ask, why?

 

Cyril Robinson-Goodwin